Yes, I sure am: both. Probably, the most perplexing facet for me is the uncertainty of not knowing how I can provide the best care for another when I am bed-ridden, at times, myself. Still working on resolving the situation, which hasn't hit as hard as it can, yet I know -- as do those closest to me -- that day will come.

In addition to county services being afforded (freely), I've also reached out to neigbhors. I've always been reserved and prefer not asking others for favors. But... when someone else is in need, I haven't hesitated.

As a patient and a care-giver, too: Please take good care of yourself.