I wonder if i can tell Addy thank you..... {{{{HUGS}}}} i dont know how i'm doing.... My psychologist sends me a text message almost every day and makes me check in with him. sigh.....

i see him again tomorrow.... last thursday we hit the root of my problem.... what i've kept secret for years and years and nobody not even my husband knows.

I'm in a hate life mode right now i'm going through the motions. going to work but not actually there, cooking meals for my husband but not remembering it, went to choir practice last night and couldn't remember what we did this morning...

yeah, a major life sucks mode right now.... guess this isn't the right place to unload.... in a wonder thread, but oh well....