Poor, poor baby!!!!!

Everything I was going to say, Beth said already. But I will add... that getting married, and all the stress that comes with that, is enough to make the happiest of normal people go bonkers. But you have so much more on your plate being a TOSser and having a wonky family. You have to cut something loose. Even if it's just forcing your mind to (example) "not think about my parents". Just for today.

Yeah, I hate that feeling that I can't do anything. I get so down on myself. But as you pointed out yourself, look at what you CAN do... organizing a move, staying on top of the comp case without losing your mind or giving up, you ARE doing valuable things! And how lucky you are to have your DH's mile-wide hugs. Do anything possible to keep from being a b to him. Put yourself in time out, smack a stuffed animal around, scream into your pillow.

Love ya vic,
Anne