Hi Pretty and welcome to NeuroTalk. I am also happy you survived.
Suicide attempts carry some awful garbage for those involved including resentment, anger, guilt, fear. I think it's understandable that he would want to distance himself more the possibility of further attempts.

I am so sorry you are having to deal with the fallout but I sense strength in your character and the ability to move on from this relationship. It isn't easy and I understand that you will have regrets about the past but new beginnings bring hope for a better future.

Please know that we are here for you and will support you as you move forward.