and it is because you guys all rock....thanks for the kind words and all the advice beth....sort of needed a kick in the pants and have nobody here to do it Marc is too busy....anyhow.....did the bubblebath last night felt better going to bed...still in pj's at 11 15, but will get that delt with when finished w/ bfst and email checking....have to get my hair and nails done....ok I know priorities but I figure if I make myself feel better then I can do things more effectively.??? Hope so. Plus I can vent to my hairdresser as well!!!! oh you guys are all the best with your hugs and love.....what would I do without ya'll.....

much love,
Victoira