thank you ginnie
woke up again in worse depression....started to talk to God....think i should apologize..i feel i just have screwed up royally. i am so scared about losing my apartment...so scared about my teeth...just so scared of life....a fellow at my table is in the hospital. he hasn't been feeling good. i am worried about him. another one at my table is having a rough time and his psychiatrist and therapist are trying to talk him into having electric shock treatment again. two others are depressed. i think i am going to skip going to the center today.
a close friend is having bad skin problems...constant itching. his doctor finally ruled out his cat who he has been separated from. he might enter a trial where the placebo group is twenty percent. he sounds so miserable. my refound friend thank goodness is out of the woods in getting into trouble with her brother-in-law. he helps her out financially and she needs more dental work. she is going to buy a mac and he tried to give her an old pc. she felt as if she were walking on a tight rope. how could she buy a mac yet ask for money for her teeth. I am so glad i have resumed my friendship with her. She is part dog..they all love her madly.
bobby