dear friends

blessings for the day

today is a day of crying
tears that hurt
tears that ache
tears that moan
never ending tears
better to know
doesn't always
make things easy
simple clean white
morning ocean breeze
with the most beautiful
sunrise slowly
as i take my stride
ever so slowly
the warmth of the sun
healing my innards
my heart mind sense
of who i have become
against all these thoughts
pain sets in and strips my
mind of such beautiful
daydreams
by the time my
meds are in me
in the end my mind
is being stolen by
the effects of the meds
come the next day i only
remember 3/4 0f it
i know all meds related
negative thoughts i have
and fight off
dear Lord
humble i must be
humble i must remain
grateful i must must be
grateful i must remain
my mind is constantly
working my not being able
and reminded slow is your
speed now eva *****big time
thank you for another day
let me not forget i am
gifted with a family
a real live family growing
eva is so delicious
olie tried so hard to make
friends he remembers her smell
and she just wailed him sniffing
her toes i felt so badly for him
how the little things are important
embrace and hold
it here one moment
the next gone
thank you the opportunity
dear Lord
of what is planned for my
life
eva soooo much love
the world needs
be kind
do not judge
my brother-in-law
still not out of the woods
i pray when while recouping
coming out of the woods
his feeling be of a soft fresh field
as far as the eye could see
new baby grass that him
and my nephew could roll
in together
help my sister with her
very serious problem
still pumping of herself
anything for her family
although divorced and
remarried someone else
they have survived and
parent their son together
may all be well today
may we learn and share
loving respect toward
one another
Amen