Me too eva, today I cannot stop crying. I have surgery coming up, and I am all upset. I was misdiagnosed for 7 years, and kept in a state of pain. Now I have to fix this problem, and there are no guarantees I will be able to walk when all is said and done. I very frightened, as I have multipal medical conditions on top of this. I will keep you in my prayers too Eva, send a prayer or two my way OK? You are never far from my thoughts, and neither are the folks at NT. I know where to go when I am hurting, right here with all of you. ginnie