Nikko,
I can understand your dilemma. I am so sorry that this is happening to you. I have a now (as of yesterday) an ex-husband who is living with me. He requires alot of attention when he has been drinking. The whole wanting to die, etc. thing. It gets very tiresome. I think you and I deserve to be able to live our own lives. Let's do what we have to and get some time for ourselves. He is only living here temporarily untill he can afford to move out. Thank-God! Because I don't know how much more of this I can take. I think your situation is worse than mine though. I will keep you in my prayers. God bless you and yours.

Peace, and Love,
-Cgirl-