My mom is still sleeping it's now 5pm. Since she was up most of the night, including me, I can see why. I did give her - her morning meds.

I hid all the booze, and will get rid of them when I go out to the store. It will be hell to pay for doing that, but I will do it.

She was on Prozac for yrs for depression and a few months ago they switched it to Cymbalta. It is the drinking that makes her depressed to the point of drinking herself into a stupor. I have no clue if she is bipolar, never diagnosed as so. She is just a mean mean drunk.

I slept a lot today too, because of my lower back, I have L-5 missing and L-4 is trying to fuse to nothing that is there, not to mention my 2 level disc fusion in my neck with a plate and screws. My pain killer's helped for now anyway. The pain is from lifting her a few times during the night and again this morning.

My boyfriend is supposed to come over and we were going to have left overs from Easter, but now maybe we should just go out someplace, plus we can talk in private then too much more.

I have no idea what she will be like when she wakes up, although she doesn't pull this crap in front of people normally.

Going to take a hot shower and see how I feel then. I didn't get anything done today as I had planned. My life is once again in a uproar/mess. I am living a nightmare.

Thanks for all your kindness, info, and compassion.

Hugs to all, Nikko