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Join Date: Mar 2007
Posts: 13
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Junior Member
Join Date: Mar 2007
Posts: 13
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TOO TOO emotional
Hello, everyone.
Well, I am feeling rested and coping better with my son's illnesses.
However, I believe I am making people I talk to uncomfortable.
For example; today I had to do a business transaction which involved me talking about my son and his conditions. This had to be discussed.
Anyhow, I noticed that the business person became really uncomfortable . . . (although the business person had to get this information in order to complete the deal)
What I am conscious of:
1. I show all my emotions in my face, (serious stress wrinkles)
2. the problems /illnesses I have to describe make my life extremely stressful daily
3. the pain and sometimes sadness can be heard in my voice tone
4. I am unable to talk without displaying deep emotions.
I get the impression from their body reactions, that somehow some people when dealing with me are overwhelm by what I am going through.
Anyhow, after we completed the business deal, outside the office, I said to myself why can't I talk about my son without showing so much emotions . . . . Ok I am unable to pretend that all is well.
The irony of today's incident, is, I really was feeling as if I was coping better.
Which is it emotions or illnesses scaring people huh?
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