I am a lot better than I was a few days ago. I feel a big difference in going back on lamictal. I feel like I might be able to go back to work again. I still have to take abilify every other day tho till I am off it. Yuck. I take quarter of klonopin daily twice.

I have back pains and I am not sure what from. I assume from the akathisia? But for now that is my only worry.

Once i get to 50 mg I will be more stable! I am glad to go back on lamictal again.

thanks everyone for responding

I guess baby will have to wait...again...sigh...