I don't understand how one ms'er could begrudge another. That's like me begrudging a non ms'er. When I had to define my philosophy for teaching, I believed "What would an A be worth if every student got all A's? Variety is the spice of life. I think the people who wanna make you feel bad for not having a more severe form of ms is not happy with themselves. I wouldn't wish the mildest form of ms on anyone.

I know nothing can replace human interaction in 3-d but you can get all your support here until you find a face-to-face group that is truly supportive.