i don't want to go to the reunion. it would cost me probably at least five hundred dollars because i don't have a car and i would have to take a lot of cabs besides train and stay at a motel. also i am embarrassed over my teeth and weight. it is funny but i have gotten a lot of negative feedback about my telling carly that i am bipolar II. two of my friends even said why bother to say i am bipolar II instead of just saying bipolar. one of my friends said why didn't i just say i have depression issues. I really got mad. a lot of celebrities are now coming out with they are bipolar and they are functioning non pyschotic individuals. they are removing the stigma. i am now really happy i said something. yeah.
last night i had to take two klonopin at night. i have been a bit high since the rent control decision was made. i have had more anxiety. it has also increased my anxiety. three of my friends from the senior center came over yesterday to meet my cats. it was nice. ralph came back from Haiti. he learned two weeks ago his fifty five year old wife who he has been married to for twenty two years wants out. he is a young eighty. I feel so badly for him.
she wants to buy him out of the apartment. he might move back to Haiti. he said he can get a prefab house two bedroom for seven thousand dollars and his son in law has a lot of land. Interestingly he said there are a lot of kidnappings there. It was so nice seeing him and so sad hearing his story.
love
bobby