Lara
I'd prefer to discuss it there as well, but how can I if I'm not able to log in?

I saw that listing too (Distinguished Member), but it doesn't mean much if I'm not able to log in or even SEE my own forum. I find it really sad that a "Spiritual Sanctuary" has to be kept hidden - don't know of any other forums there that need to be hidden.
As I said, when I try to log in to post, it says "invalid username." That has never happened to me before, so it's pretty clear I've been banned. Since I can't access Braintalk, I thought maybe someone here could tell me why I was banned.