Very sorry you've had a rough day today. Hope tomorrow is a better one for you. RSD is an insane disorder. Someone asked what my symptoms were two days ago and I tried to describe it to them and they were horrified...probably more so because I was so calm when I was explaining it. And it is horrifying and awful...I hate thinking that there are others who go through this because I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. We're here for you anytime you need us.