First, thank you all for posting and sharing that really helps
I wish you all the best and full recovery.

There was a slight improvement in the last 48 hours, but after allowing my self to watch T.V. for more than an hour the symptoms are fully back

About the army thing. I work as a programmer in a really small unit that works 12 hours a day and every man missing really affects the job. ( 20 days after my head injury 1 project was canceled as they couldn't keep up without me).
I'm really afraid that when they realize It could take sometime until I can go back and even then I'm pretty sure working 12 hours straight on the computer will be impossible for me, that they will replace me.. that's my main fear and it causes me a lot of unavoidable stress.

One more thing, pain relievers with caffeine has a negative impact on my feeling. I don't know if it's only me but I would recommend everyone else to avoid them as well.

Thank you all for the support.