thanks everyone. getting relief from my pain has been a long journey. this all started 15 years ago. couldn't even guess how many doctor visits, procedures, tests, etc. the pump is the first thing that REALLY made a difference. i almost felt like non of this ever happened during the trial. i felt normal. my kids don't know the 'normal' me. but they're going to get introduced very soon. i can't wait for the implant on 5/15.

however...i'm having major problems with the spinal headaches. they've done 3 blood patches and i'm looking at having #4 asap. i can barely stand up the headache is so bad. not sure why they aren't 'taking'. i'm doing everything they say to do. it's getting old because i've burned up 4 vacation days already because of these stupid headaches. now if they could return my call that would be good...