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Old 05-05-2012, 10:54 AM
saraleeCRPS saraleeCRPS is offline
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saraleeCRPS saraleeCRPS is offline
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CRPS wow where do I start. June of last year my exhusband who talked me into going back to him 11/10 and 7 months later left me after I had foot surgery for the same thing removal of ganglianm cysts 3rd surgery, except this one left extensive scar tissue and severe never damage which in turn caused lack of blood flow. I was depressed, felt like a fool for trusting him. Its why I divorced him...I know. So foot is swelling, sting, burning, back of neck and down ARM same thing. Went to Dr steroids and predisone packs. Oh and I was working at home depot have for 6 years, or should I saw worked. Being on concrete for 8 to 9 hours a day lifting anything that needed lifting. Oh let's just say it didn't help. PAIN INCREASED AND SO DID DEPRESSION. THEN on February 20th I was at worked and my oldest brother and his wife came in to surprise me with a visit on their way to my moms in Gatesville and I mean not even 20 minutes my cell rang tut was 10:34 am it came up Jessie lee ICE.......my oldest daughter who had gone out of town so I answered as I stepped into ISLE 38, JESSIE SWEETHEART mommas on the floor and I remember this lady saying are you Jessies mother, I'm like yes who is this and why are you asking me this. NEXT, there's been an accident I need you to listen to me, at this point I'm losing it, she says were there any children with Jessica I'm like NO my granddaughter is with her other grand parents, what has happened?...she says there's been a terrible accident. All I can say is my baby alive. She says mam I don't know its really bad. Well I'm screaming no repeatedly they get me to the office where I hit the floor. I'm in waco this is close to Tyler. They have some one drive me to Tyler where she was care flighted ETMC where that was mmy home until 3/6/11 when I lost her to severe head trauma. The 5th I had to make the decision to turn the machines off. It only took 12 hours for her to go. So where I'm going with this the surgeries and deep chronic depression from the loss of my first beautiful baby fuel age 28 mother to my Katy bug. CRPS hit on me like nobodys business. Except I had no idea what was going on with my body the pain in my heart hurt so bad on top of pain elsewhere like I have never felt it. I was off work from 2/20 til 8/1 and by 8/7 a manager was driving me to DePaul where I admitted myself . Once I was out tried to worked chronic depression was always there still is but the pain **** how it was striking my body I just ssi gotta take off. I missed so many hrs. Then I decideded to moved to Austin as soon as I got here went to my specialists ortho and all he said when he looked ay my foot was I sending you to see some budduies of mines, he was cryin due to hearing about my loss but in the same breath he new what I had but he couldn't tell me. It's November now...my life after seeing these doctors pain specialists has consisted of major tests, pain meds, mri, xrays, nerve test and 9 injections. I hurt more now than I did. Nothing helps and I am emotionally, mentally and physically broke down. My life will never be thhe same after losing my child but now suffering this monster disease on top of that.....unbearable.
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