I am so glad you posted. you need to seek treatment and probably a new therapist. If you hadn't said you have been eating and drinking a lot more i wouldn't be as concerned about your impulse and especially that you no longer like seeing your therapist. I really like that your sleep has been good.
we all care so much about you. I didn't have any trouble with menopause but one hears so many stories how it affects so many women. who knows, maybe your body is telling you that your body needs a change from geodon. maybe that is where the impulse came from.
post a lot and let us know what you decide. sorry if i came on strong
love
bobby