Hi Waves
I wish i could give you a hug in person too. that would be so nice. I am sorry thats are going bad for you too. I don't know what is worse hypo or being incapable of doing anything. they are both uncomfortable in their own way.
Is there anything else you can take besides zoloft?
I sort of agree with you about IQ's but extra high ones are hard to attain. I tested over 600 kids and the ones who tested high and i mean high were exceptional. a lot of times the test didn't reflect the assets of the child.
also as bipolars we usually don't perform up to our capabilities. I dont know if it is anxiety or what. I read something but i forgot that explained it partially.
I don't know if i will go to the senior center today. I probably will. I might go a little later than usual. It feels right now like pressure. yesterday I bought a box of cookies. I couldn't believe that i did it and i ate the whole box. I haven't had cookies in so long. they even weren't the ones i went in to buy. they were out of those. these weren't even that good so it wasn't worth it.
this gloominest that i feel is simply awful. I also scared myself yesterday when i got tripped up with the words exacerbate and exasperate...i got stuck and couldn't say exasperate(sp)...it isn't the topamax because i am only taking 100 m. this is the first time that has happened.
love
bobby