Hope you are doing OK. My own issues with depression are OK, beating it back pretty good. Still cannot find a post op pain doctor. I can't do the surgery until I find a pain specialist. My own pain doc of years, didn't want to do it, sent a letter to inform me of that. So....was sent to another I didn't like at all. Won't use him, no confidence in him at all. He spoke to me as if I were a child, not 60, and ignorant of the dangers of medications. After 8 years does he think I am stupid? This treatment does lead a person to feel bad. So here I sit wondering what will happen, and if I can have the surgery at all. No cutting for ginnie, until I have the help I need. Take care bobby, I think of you, waves and this group here every day. ginnie