Hang on Rosie. I'm still thinking about you. Isn't it funny [funny odd, not funny ho-ho-ho] that you can have such a big influence on so many people that you have never met, or never even spoke to? But it is true. Despite the absurd depths of despair of RSD, your tales and humor have helped others here last one more day, say "not yet", and decide not to do it. You do make such a difference. Hang on please.