Chris, glad to see you are still around and kicking. You have had your share of challenges over the years. You will see quite a few recognizable faces here from "the old place". There are others, like myself, who have changed names, again and again, then come and go. Perhaps a touch of PTSD. I find this spot supportive, informed and no nonsense. Hang tough and you will get through this like everything else. Stay motivate. It sounds like you are on your next mission and that could be a good thing for you.