Neuro said it could be a flare. Says he's not too concerned as Ive only been on copaxone for 3 months, he said he'd switch meds if Id been on it 6 months or more and flared. He wants me to do ivsm or acthar gel. I do not handle ivsm well at all, and seriously, this time, Id rather wait it out. Im so sick of being poked, slamming pills, doctors office everyday then every month. Im tired.
Ive done more for this disease in the past 7 months than Ive done in my whole 20yr history of having MS. I just want to sleep and wake up and it all be ok again. Not likely, but Im in the dreaming and wishing stage I guess. Im missing the old me from just 8 months ago. Working, driving, running, walking, and more importantly... laughing. Im just depressed about another flare. This makes it 3 flares in 7 months. Ive never had this many so close. I normally had 1 flare a year, and they were very mild. Now, every flare is disabling.