Thanks for talking to me, and I read here you have epilepsy,.yes you certainly have had a rough road, one of my best friends and his mother have that too.Yes it really does feel like I was kinda chosen as an example for others, I just keep pushing forward through life looking for even a tiny place where I can find happiness and security and hopefully, this time maybe the rug won't be jerked out from under me. I had to go through alot of counseling to get where I'm at to keep from killing myself and I'm finding out
that maybe I need something more in life to keep me busy,..to keep my mind
focused on the good parts. Seems like I got a lot of baggage on my shoulders
and it's hard to keep carrying it.It feels like maybe the Good Lord is watching me,.I really need that to keep me between the ditches! Again,.thanks, thank you, and thanks. T/care