Yesterday I called APS, I explained everything. Since she is a harm to herself and treating me mentally abusive. Somebody from the State is coming next week, either Mon or Tues. they can't tell me when, because it has to be a surprize, I guess so people wouldn't be prepared. Which is fine with me.

I think this is it, once they take over, I am out of the loop. I am not sure how they handle this, but I need help, so this is the only way I know how to deal with this.

Last night, she called me a Liar because she says the things I tell her that she says when she has been drinking are all lies, Thief (because her cracker's were missing from her bedside table)!!!!! She said she was always pretty, and I am a Puke and I think I am just something. She said she wished my sister was alive (she died at birth a few days later) and I was dead. She said I got cancer (had to have a hysterectomy at 35)because I screwed around and is mad that she doesn't have grandchildren and it is my fault.
She even called me a hooker!!! OMG

She said she didn't know Mike was here, that is not true, she knew.

I think this is the worst it has ever been, I know it is.

She doesn't know APS is coming. She said she is staying in this house and going to die here. Then she said she is going to start driving and getting out of the house. OMG she isn't supposed to be driving.

So, for now, I walk on egg shells until next week.

I am really upset and hurt to say the least. Oh, and she said she wants NOBODY in this house.

Well, all I can say is I cannot wait for next week. Until then, I deal with her.

Hugs and Hope, NIkko