Hi Molly

I'm not sure what you are looking for. But the way I see it.
You need to figure out what kind of life you are looking for?
Find a new place to live in. Is it going to be a small house, apartment.

Then what kind of job would you like? I have a friend who is going
through starting over right now. Kind of in the same situation, but
not bipolar. But I think depression, because she has lost her children.

They are in another state living with her sister, because the state
chose to send them. But she is trying to figure out too where her
life is.

So lets see, what would you like to start with. Give us something you
would like to do. Like are you into art, music, just what.

Donna