Kitty, I'm not okay with my present moment. I guess Dejibo isn't. I often laugh at that very thing, the Buddhist concept of being in the moment. If the moment isn't good, it doesn't work. I do have faith that we will be translated into a better "moment", however.

It might be different if I could take mood-altering drugs or even "drink". I can't alter how I feel with any kind of substance, although sometimes I feel better after eating. I can't eat enough to feel really well, however, without getting sick. Metabolism is just not a happy camper. So...moments are not so good. But then, I do have happy times now and again. I sure wish I could take a drug, though. Or even a glass of wine, to alter my perception.