I think about you too, every night as I say my prayers. These days I am praying more than ever. We all have alot on our plates and need Gods guidance. I am praying for that now as I look for another physician to help me. I actually am asking myself, what is God trying to say to me with this situation? should I not to the surgery and try at all? Gerry Got me to thinking. Since nobody wants to cover my surgical pain, should I not get it done at all? I just don't know what God wants me to do in this. Love you all. Sleep good Eva, Mark, Gerry, all my friends here. ASAP ginnie