haven't been on the baord at all lately. just on the tn board not bipolar. sometimes i just don't feel like this is me like someone else is experiencing my life. but then bipolar explaines how i feel the way i behave and my thoughts behind my actions you know. i don't say much but when i do whatch out haha. i have had bipolar for about 5 yrs. been in and out of therapists officess fired two. one for falling asleep on me. well not me but he took some xanax and got really groggy. hurt my feelings i know what a girl. sorry i have this thing with people falling asleep while i pay them to listen to me talk. you know. have to go will talk more later. -shelly