I think I will! Thank you soooo much for your advice, I appreciate it sooo much! And this may make me sound dumb, but what is Ketamine?

I have to have surgery because I have a bunion, and they're hoping that when that can actually happen, they can give me an epidural and that should restart my nerves; they're scared to give me a nerve block because of my age. But I hope that it works.. (worried face) haha(:

And I wish the best for you. I can personally and honestly say that I know how it feels and I know the toll it takes. I hope that you can get better soon and that you can hopefully live a pain free life one day.