PM,

Only you can determine if your computer time is causing you to push your brain too hard. Do you get glassy eyed? Do you start making more mistakes after a period of time on your computer?

To me, it sounds like you still have plenty of anxiety.

I wonder why you need to be on the computer so much to maintain your relationship with your girlfriend. If you are constantly in a texting relationship with her, you are causing yourself additional anxiety.

But, you have to be the judge.

My best to you.