Thank you everyone for your replies of support. My dh gets it more than I gave him credit for. I found him in our bedroom crying. I asked him what was wrong and he said he cant find a way to help me get better and he feels he's failing me. Made me cry to hear that. I told him a hug and cuddle was all the healing from him I need! I guess I forget that because of me, he has alot more on his plate and he is having a hard time adjusting to it all also.