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Originally Posted by JoeT
totally normal was the wrong thing to say. Even when I feel better I still can not watch a show with out the volume low and off when it gets too busy or noisy. Even when I feel better and try to figure out how to have some kind of a life just trying to think it out messes me back up again. And every time I email even family or even post on here it always seems stupid and I usually delete it. I tried to delete this first part that I wrote. Is there a way to delete posts here?
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I as well feel as you do, I have been having memory and concentration problems since my last head impact in August 2011. I feel stupid, sometimes even incapable of doing anything. I no longer go out with my friends because I can not follow half of what they say and can not stand the noise. I do not listen to music anymore because I get so flustered and when I watch tv its down so low noone else can hear it then they get mad and higher it up. I just sit there so miserable. I'd rather be alone in my room then anywhere else and I hate it. I have always been rather social but now I don't want to talk to or be around anyone. Yesterday I went to pick up my little sister from the school nurse and she handed me the form to sign my sister out and I was just looking at it I had to put her name in and I just drew a blank. Now I know my sisters name but when I was there with all the comotion of a typical hs I just drew a blank. I hope you find a way to work around it all and I wish you the best. Just know you are not alone. Many of us are going through this as well.