like sh......

sorry.

love you too, thanks for asking.

not migraines. the gpn works for that. in fact i've even reduced it. i probably cant stay on it.

i'm just depressed as all heck. tg i found a place online to draw and look at drawy stuff. that's why i do.

sleeping 10-12 hours a night and NEEDING it.
fatigue is better if i get that amount of sleep.
my bp has dropped i'm running 105/70 regularly sometimes in the 90's/60's range. diastolic almost always good though. i feel almost-hungover tired. and sometimes nauseous. was when it was lowest. so i've been measuring it when i feel ok physically too, just to see.

funy thing. i do not feel cold extremities. extremities are warm. it has been warming up but not that much, we've had some rain and cooler air.

partly why i'm slowly unplugging the gpn. one variable at a time.

i dragged myself (since i managed to sleep an evening + all night) to redraw labs for thyroid yesterday. should be ready before next pdoc visit on 12, and neuro visit on 14. neuro visit will be massacre so far away.

so tired. soooo friggin tired.

coffee here i come.

i wish ppl would stop stealing the bathroom.

waves