Michelle - Have you ever had TENS therapy? If you haven't, you might want to look into it, any physician can prescribe it. I actually got started on it with my PT. I have a home TENS unit that sometimes takes the edge off. Back when I was having flare-ups rather than constant pain, it enabled me to get through most tasks. Sigh, I miss those days...
"Life sucks at present." I know how you feel.