Oh I so appreciate how you feel! I was diagnosed 2 weeks ago and I still can't get my head around it. I wonder if it's a mistake but know from my symptoms and the research I've done that it must be true. I live in anew Zealand and I've only been given mild antidepressants to relieve pain and blood pressure patch on the knee to reduce blood circulation & inflammation so I can use it more easily. Not sure that's working yet! Is yours in your foot or knee? Hope you get some relief soon!