Mark, it truly saddens me to know that you were in such a state the other night. I am so sorry.
Your most precious women were there for you, sharing in your tears.
Your faith remains strong and you continue to confess your blessings, which keeps clear the channel between you and God's healing touch.
He will wipe away those tears. Your day will come via any means necessary. If your healing comes with surgery, then so be it, but please God let it come SOON.
May your Father's Day be Blessed to the Fullest measure!
Rae