Sunshine

I'm sorry you're having a rough time right now. We do understand and as Sue has said you can always come here to vent. Sometimes it's just good to get it out one way or another. Just typing the words makes you feel somewhat better because everyone needs to release the turmoil inside.
For what it's worth, we never get over having MG but as time progresses you will accept it more and learn how to live with it. You'll adjust to your "new normal" in due time. It's hard and there are still frustrating days but with each new challange that you face, you'll begin to remember the olds ones that you made it through. If you did it before, then you can and will do it again

This too shall pass
You're in my thoughts and prayers.
Shari