i thought i would start a new thread since the old one sad cont got too long.
i also thought i would mention my continual lack of energy. I was wondering if it could be the result of my constant feeling anxious. klonopin doesn't seem to touch it. a few days ago i definitely decided i wanted to live. it might have something to do with Mark's death. I am not sure. Herb is back. the guy at the senior center who left to start work which he said turned out to be a scam.
He said he wakes up every morning and thanks
God for being alive. He is the one who had cancer removed from both lungs and had four heart surgeries. His wife died of cancer two years ago. He mourned for a year. He is 79..I think he is a positive influence on me. I am still exhausted.
bobby
I am still walking in the morning five days a week