I just wanted to offer support to you too. I read the posts as often as I can. I am sorry you are in pain like that. Please do go back to your doctor, and see if there isn't another medication to relax those spasms. I know it is not wasy to deal with all you are going through. Be good to yourself. I am also glad to hear there is someone in your life to help you through those ruff spots. I do have a prayer list, and you will be there too. ginnie