It's a fright...first dealing with the symptoms & then dealing with the doctors (whose job it is to help you). I understand that these things take time but some of those not-so beloved docs need to remember that if it weren't for us...they wouldn't be where they are today.
Kindness, empathy & consistancy never went out of style...they seemed to fade away with accuracy & decentcy.
Completely understand your position, as I am there with you (well, really, in a different country, lol), I am just thankful that I get up every day & try to deal with it all.
Hope you are doing that as well & wish you a doc with compassion.
I'm done now...Have a better weekend!!