Hello,
You may also want to read or post on our Survivors of Suicide forum, they are a very caring & active group of members.
Even surviving thoughts about suicide makes you a survivor.
Survivors of Suicide -
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum29.html
Also be sure to check out the helpful sticky threads at the top of the forums.
crisis & hot line numbers
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/thread79898.html