sorry to hear your feeling lonely.. I think I speak for a large group of us when I say 1 we'ld reach out and hug you if we could and 2 we also know how alone you must feel. as we have had bouts such as that.. some times understanding what we are going through doesn't matter . we need that comfort of a hug or support to feel warm inside. to cry on a shoulder with out explanation. in the whole of the scenario we are still human and have those basic needs. and a quiet hug or snuggle can be the best medicine we could ask for.. with out really asking. we get so mentally and emotionally overloaded that a warm cozy pair of arms or a lap to lay your head on is the difference between losing it and coping. again the best we can do is lend you a cyber hug and warm thoughts. I hope that the warm words you find in here can find you and comfort you. best wishes with a warm heart .. soft hugs.