i'm only 15, so i don't really know a whole lot about work and that stuff, but i'm sorry. at first, my doctors thought I was faking too. and it's never what we want to hear, but it's better than being told we're lying about the pain. and ever since i was diagnosed, it's been hard on me too, just like everyone else. so depression is almost inevitable. but it doesn't help when it feels like no one's supporting you. especially if they're mean and rude about it. it's not really my place to say anything, but i think next time you have a doctor's appointment, take your partner with you. have the doctor explain to them how it makes you feel and what it is. maybe that'll help.. just a suggestion.

and remember, you can message or email me anytime. i'd be glad to listen to you. i think most of us would considering we pretty much know how you feel.

love &many, many hugs.