I can move back in with them in about a month or two - I need that time to be away from the temptation to smoke. Also I have air conditioning where I am now and its HOT where I'm from. I am an atheist so no religion for me
So as it stands - I'm alone for the time being.

Symptoms that have resolved already:
Word Finding
Slowed thinking
Speech impediment

I feel that my cognitive issues have resolved themselves - I feel sharp in my mind. It's the physical issues that are depressing me

Current Symptoms:
I feel like I'm in a dream all the time
My vision feels off - I can see fine but watching TV or anything with a changing perspective (rotation or rapid zooming) makes me feel like I'm rotating or zooming.
Busy environments overwhelm me quite quickly
Physical exertion makes everything worse.

I've hardly worked a day in the last 4 months. I spend most my time on the couch or in bed. Perhaps I'm resting too much? I do still play video games and they don't make me feel worse. I don't know if this helps or hurts.

Part of me want to start walking for 20 or 30 mins every other day but I'm scared that it might make things worse.

as i stated in my original post - I think my emotional issues are being made worse by my nicotine/marijuana withdrawal and the combined loss of conversation. Obviously I'm not certain but I was somewhat stable when I was living with my friends where as now - I can't go a day without crying.

I waiting to hear back about visit to a neuro - This would be my first time seeking treatment since the accident - I don't think he can do anything for me but perhaps a scan would give me some piece of mind.

This all is very strange for me - I'm not one to ask for help during crisis in my life. It's been a very humbling experience - I really hope it will all pass like a bad dream and I'll be able to hit the ground running with my life again.

As always - Thanks! This forum is the only source of hope I have