hey stormy.. sorry to see you have this dx but glad to see you reached out instead of looking for the permanent solution. it is a rough road that we must travel I won't lie. but we find that here we meet good friends with great hearts and tons of info to share, including our own ghoulish tales. to be honest this site and others like it are life savers. they offer support,(kind words and understanding) they offer information and a lot of opinions and experience on the information shared with help each of us to make our own personal decisions in our treatment. so I welcome you here as Im sure all of us will in our own ways. take your frustrations and share them and learn new ways to cope that you may not of thought of or maybe you did and you thought it was silly and now its not. .. be well and read on as much as you can as a lot has been posted and ask questions and voice concerns we will gladly offer as much help as we can. be well and godspeed , and until we speak take as many soft cyber hugs as possible