Thank you, all of you for you wonderful replies!
I, too, rely on lots and lots of prayers! Think my faith is probably the only thing that has kept me sane throughout this ordeal!
Only God knows why on earth we have this. Only he can cure me.
No it is not fun and no I am not happy about having it, but I can help my attitude and the way I perceive things and the way I treat others.
It has been a long, hard road.
There is a light @ the end of the tunnel!
Love,
Erin