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Old 07-05-2012, 10:54 PM
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hmm.. I find this a tough question... my grandfather on my mothers side was born with one arm.. he built a house and drove stick. my other grandfather lost his leg in the military. he still walked every where and climbed trees and telephone poles. and each male in my family (self included) were born with a rare lower sacral spine disorder that created the opportunity for herniated discs. and up until RSD all males in my family worked harder than most... so I lay asking myself that question on a regular basis..here it is though . my grand dads did not suffer pain... the men in my family suffer and bear a lot of pain as we have a high tolerance for it. and we evolved past it to work through it. this is a pain I can not seem to find a way around and when I try to push through it it pushes back times ten. I try my best with what I have but yes unfortunately I am disabled. and even more so by comp. as if I try to do something a little extra on the better days I am held back in fear of the camera that might catch one percent of what my life has become and try to say I am faking.. if you as me its criminal , they steel any chance of a moment of normalcy. and live in fear. yes I am disabled and I hate it!!!!!
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